“It’s not like that, Allie. I didn’t want to make you mad.” Jason said calmly, looking at the floor.
“How do you think I feel now?!” I screamed at him, tearing threatening to spill over. I wished this was a dream.
“Calm down, okay? I’m mad at myself too. You know I didn’t mean to do that to you.” he whispered.
“Do I?” I hissed fiercely before heading to the closest mirror and looking at myself. There was a large bruise on the side of my face.
This couldn’t be real. This couldn’t be from him.
I couldn't even remember pain last night. All I can remember was loving Jason and loving the way we were.
“I can't believe you did this!” I screamed at him in fury.
“I didn't mean to!” he shrieked back. “And it doesn't matter anyway! You just wanted to sleep with me to forget about Collin! You used me and you know it!” He pulled on his shorts.“You’re the one that read my journal and got in my life!”
“And you let me!”
“I didn’t want you there though!”
“Sure, Allie. Sure.” Jason said, “Tell that to yourself every day when you feel sorry for using me.”