"Well shit I was just trying to make the shit even so you would stop fucking tripping. I mean for real though ma ain’t you happy it was me and not anybody else?!"
"No I’m not happy, and my 1st fucking time doing some shit like this and I get caught that’s fucked up! Look can you get out so I can get dressed and stuff?!"
He just looked at me and then walked out without saying anything. UGH! I wanna cry I’m soo fucking embarrassed you really just don’t know like for real. And to top it all off I was imagining him doing that shit to me. But damn I actually made my bestie dick hard! And I’m actually thinking about taking him up on that offer cuz you know damn well I wanna see that nigga butterball naked as the day he was born! And HELL YES I wanted to see his dick and him jacking off but I didn’t want him to know that. I’m actually shocked that that nigga said that shit to me. Maybe he was caught up in the damn moment but now it’s gonna be so awkward around him I’m not gonna be able to feel comfortable now.
Ugh I don’t wanna go out there now I just wanna stay in here forever and just forget about what happened. I finally decided to get out the tub I mean I can’t stay here forever even though I want to. I got out lotioned my body and through on some red and black boy shorts and a gold shirt. Shit I looked good like always aha. When I walked out the bathroom Tonii was laying down on the bed with his eyes closed. I could tell he was still hard. Damn at times like these I wish I had a female bestie that I could confide in and give me advice about this certain situation but nope bitch’s be hating to damn much for me. Shit bitches be to damn jealous and you can’t trust them for nothing! I just sat down by him and he opened his eyes and looked at me. I didn’t know what to say I mean was there even anything left to say but nigga show me ya dick aha lmao but naw really though what is left to say?!
"So what’s up ma you feeling any better?!"
"Just a little bit but I'm still embarrassed and shocked I guess you could say I mean who wouldn’t be?!"
"Ugh ma my offer is still on the table shit I really just want you to put this behind us and move on."
"Well it’s hard to move on okay cause it just fucking happened like 20 minute’s ago!! And yea about your offer I say yea maybe it will make me get over it quicker and we'd be even like you said."
I was shocked I actually said that and by the look on his face I could tell he was shocked also, guess he didn’t expect me to say yea.
"Ohh um for real okay well when you want to?!"
I started stuttering I mean cause I still couldn’t believe this was actually happening.
"Uh rrighttt nnoww I guess um yea right now let’s just hurry up and get this over with."
He smiled at me.
I was SCARED and I don’t know why but I was and why the fuck did he smile at me this is not a smiling matter at all!!