Chapter Six: Touching You Oh So Softly . !Mature

Man I really didn’t wanna go over there and talk to Nevaeh cause I didn’t wanna hear about her date with that dude but she made sure to tell me everythang that happened. But I was happy that she made me come over there cause if she didn’t I wouldn’t have been able to see that beautiful body of hers or see her playing with her candy box. Damn as soon as I saw her I instantly got hard ugh that girl don’t fucking know what she does to me it’s hard always trying to hide my hard-on so she won’t know that im feeling her like that even though I am. Ugh dammit I wish she was my girl. In actuality I don’t like skinny girls I like mine big, healthy, thick, phat whatever you call it. She gotta be a size 14 and up yahemii ?! I really do want her to be mine especially since I seen her goodies and what not. Damn that girl was absoulety breathtaking fahreal though and I could eat her up !! Mmm

Damn just thinking bout her is making my dick stand at attention. When I had made that offer to Nevaeh I was only half serious I mean cause I wanted her to see me naked and jacking off but I knew she would say no that’s why I suggested it. Boy did she surprise me when she said yea !! Aha I can tell she was scared and a little nervous but she need to get over it cause shes in for the show of her life. Damn you should’ve seen her in that tub though any other nigga would’ve tried to fuck her on the spot or whatever. I was a little disappointed when I heard her saying that other nigga name shit I wanted her to be thinking about me and saying my name !! "Uh hello earth to Tonii !! Look we don’t have to do this I change my mind ok ?!" I looked at her like she was stupid and then I stood up and started taking off my clothes I could hear her gulp aha I know I look damn good !! *Naw Nevaeh you can’t back out of this now ma we gone get this over with so we can move on* I was naked and she was looking me up and down.

When her eyes got to my dick they got hella fucking big aha ya boy was packing trust and believe that. Shit im 10 and 1/2 inches. My dick is thick, long, and juicy aha. Then I started jacking off she wouldn’t watch me so I had to turn her face so she would damn this shit felt good with her watching me I wish she was the one doing it for me. I know her soft hands would feel so much better than mine shit she'd probably make me cum faster which ii didnt want. What I want is to see her playing with that candy box of her’s and moaning my name. Ugh im so tempted to ask her to do that but i know i'd be crossing the line i mean come on you can’t ask your best friend some shit like that. She turned away again idk why she so shy damn any other girl would’ve been watching or doing it for me or sucking me up but not Nevaeh she wanted to be anywhere but here right now watching me. *Nev you gotta look at me baby* she didn’t *Nevaeh c’mon on look at me please* i kind of moaned her name when i said it and that’s what made her look at me.

"Ohhkaee Tonii" when she said something to me i almost busted on the spot i almost lost it !! "Tonii we’re even now so you can stop or go in the bathroom to finish or something" *Nah Nev i wanna stay out here and i want you to watch or come help me* DAMN WTF !! Did i really just say that out loud ?! She looked so shocked and like unprepared for that statement, hell i was unprepared my damn self i just hope she don’t slap me. "WOW Tonii are you serious did you really just say that to me ?!" i started stuttering *Uhm i don’t know, look im sorry i didn’t mean to say that ii really didn’t but . .* she cut me off "Aha shut up Tonii my answer is yes i'll help you" WHAT ?! Did she just say she'd help me, am i fucking dreaming right now ?! *Uh um fffaahreal Nev you serious ?!* She smiled at me and i couldn’t take it anymore i had to kiss her. She kissed me back and i was beyond surprised maybe she feeling me like that after all maybe we can forget this best friend shit and become boyfriend and girlfriend damn i hope so !!

While we were tonguing each other down i took her hands and placed them on my member with mine on top of hers moving them up and down until she got the hang of it and was able to do it on her own. Damn that felt so FUCKING GOOD !! Ugh i wanted to eat her up fahreal she looked so damn sexy playing with my member like that i almost came. i started rubbing all over her body and my hands slowly started moving down to her candy box and i just hope she don’t stop me and let me in. She stopped kissing me but i just grabbed her lips again and she kissed me back. Her hand started rubbing my head slowly while her other hand was rubbing my member up and down the combination of what she was doing brought me to my breaking point and i whispered in her mouth that i was about to cum so i stopped kissing her and took both her hands off my member and went into the bathroom to finish. When i came out she was still in the same spot not moving so i sat back down by her and took her mouth in mine again.

She kissed me back and i pushed her down and opened her legs and i moved in between them. We were kissing for like 5 minutes and then i finally moved down to her neck and started nibbling on it. I caressed her body and my hand moved down to her candy box again and i slipped my hand in her boy shorts. Damn she was soo fucking wet man i love it !! i took her shorts off completely so i could see that pretty pussy and smell it. i took my hand off her box and placed it in my mouth. DAMN DAMN DAMN !! She tasted so FUCKING DELICIOUS man i couldnt take it i had to have more so i started to move my head down there but she wouldn’t let me. "Tonii get up we shouldn’t be doing this we got so carried away but we can’t let it go any further." ii could tell she was just scared of getting that pussy ate but it was to fucking late for her i wanted it and i'd do anythang to get it. *Damn Nev you messing stuff up jus stop it ma and let me please you baby, let me do it please.*

I started moving back down there but she stopped me and pushed me off of her. "Tonii stop it dammit it’s me NEVAEH ohhkaee i know your probably thinking about another girl again and im sorry for leading you on cause to be honest i just removed your face and put Joshua's but i couldn’t do that anymore cause i knew who was really doing that stuff and that’s you my bestie." Damn i was hurt this whole fucking time she was imagining that bitch ass nigga instead of me, thats why she responded the way she did like she wanted it but she didnt want it from me she wanted it from another nigga !! She thought i was thinking about another girl HELL NHAW i wasnt i knew what i was doing and who ii was doing it 2 !! Im speechless i couldnt even say anythang i jus sat there quiet not moving a muscle. She grabbed her shorts and went to the bathroom to clean up I guess.

Finally i said something to her. *Um im sorry Nev idk why i keep doing that shit ma i hope you forgive me cause i didnt mean to do that.* I got up and threw my clothes back on, grabbed my stuff cause I had to, nhaw fuck that, I NEEDED to hurry up and get the fuck out of there before i tell her how i really feel. I waz about to leave but she grabbed my arm and i wish she wouldnt touch me right now. It's just making it harder for me to leave without spilling my guts. "Tonii wait of course i forgive you baby i know you didnt mean it aha you need to go get you some fahreal cause you keep doing this but you gotta remember im not Lala or Tiishaa or them other girls its me your bestie. And you know i'll always forgive you i <3 you your always there for me and your the best bestie anyone could ask for." she smiled at me *Aha lmao thank Nev you always know just what to say to make me feel better I <3 you to mama and your the BEST bestie in this WORLD* I kissed her on the cheek and then I bounced I couldnt stay there any longer.

Damn why didnt I just tell her how I feel I mean man yea I <3 Nevaeh but I also love her im so fucking in love with her and it kills me not to be able to tell her how I feel !! Ugh I really just dont wanna deal with rejection from her I NEED her in my life I dont wanna loose her just cause I dont just love her as a bestie. We really really need some time apart man I cant take this it's getting harder and harder to hide what im feeling from her I know im starting to get obvious that im in love with her and want more than her friendship. Ugh shes right I do need to go get me some cause i can't keep jacking off looking at her pictures it's not really satisfying me anymore and now since I know how she look smell and taste like I know her picture aint gone be enough I need it all from her. I wanna be her first for everythang. Impossible by Shontelle started playing and I knew it was Nevaeh calling but I didnt wanna answer it but if I didnt I knew we would have some problems so I answered it.

*Yea Nev what's wrong ?!* "Nothing I was just making sure everythang was ok with you I mean you hurried up and left so" *Ohh aha yea ma im cool you need me to take you to work tomorrow ?!* "Nhaw Joshua said he was gone do it man I cant wait to see him I know we just went on our date today but I miss him. Hold on." she had me on hold for about a minute and then she came back "Omgosh it's Joshua so I gotta go ima holla at you later I <3 you !! Smooches !!" then click. Im fucking pissed right now no she didnt just hang up with me so she could talk to another nigga she didnt even wait for me to say anythang back she just hung up on me !! Ugh I dont appreciate that shit !! Yup looks like I need to get back on the dating scene so I could get my feelings back in check !! Im really not feeling them girls from school though hopefully when we go back there'll be some knew better looking girls with fat asses and some meat on they fucking bones cause im tired of those skinny girls. I mean dang didnt anyone tell them skinny wasn't in style anymore aha ?!