Chapter Three: NevaehMature

Wow I was shocked by how turned on I was by just giving Tonii a massage. I mean damn as soon as he started moaning my candy box got wet. Oh he doesn’t know what he does to me. Ugh and then when he started to massage me I couldn’t help but moan my appreciation even though I was embarrassed I couldn’t stop moaning, it felt that good. He knew exactly what he was doing I’m sure he’s done that before, just thinking about that made me mad but I quickly pushed that to the back of my mind cause he wasn’t my man for me to be sitting here getting mad over him touching other girls. His hands were so soft just like his lips. Oh how I wanted them soft juicy lips to kiss mine again but I knew that couldn’t happen we are best friends and I shouldn’t be feeling like this right now. Ugh what is wrong with me ?! I thought I had gotten over that crush I had on him a long time ago. But damn him kissing me just brought back all my feelings I had for him earlier and then some. I liked sleeping next to him way to much.

I had pushed myself all the way up on him cause I wanted to see if he was attracted to me or anything like that but it didn’t happen. I was so hurt but I should’ve known my bestie didn’t like big girls I mean all he ever dated were them skinny bitches. I don’t know why I thought I could make his member stand up or that he'd even be attracted to me. See that kiss just fucked everything up. Damn you Tonii ugh !! I was doing fine, great actually without even thinking about him like that. I just pushed that shit to the back of my mind and his punk ass wanna sit there and do some shit like that !! You know what I’m pissed at him for not giving me the reaction I had hoped for when I told him I’m going on a date !! His ass wanna sit there and act all "concerned" knowing that I know he was mad. He just doesn’t want me to go cause he don’t know nothing about Joshua but you know what I don’t give a fuck !! He better have gone shopping and cleaned the house like he said he was or I’mma really be mad at him.

"Uh hello earth to Nevaeh !!"

"Oh sorry girl I was thinking about something"

"Yea duhh that’s obvious but what the hell were you thinking about, you been standing there with that evil ass look on ya face for like five minutes now, you done scared the got damn customers and shit."

I started laughing and so did she. "Uh it’s nothing KayMya I was just in deep thought but my bad it won’t happen again" she just looked at me then got back to work and so did I.

"Hello sir welcome to KFC are you ready to order"

"Hay beautiful I didn’t know you worked here ." I looked up and saw Joshua standing there smiling at me so I smiled back.

"Oh hay Josh how are you ?! And yea of course you didn’t know we didn’t really get to talk about a lot of things before you had to go"

"Aha you mean before we were rudely interrupted yea, I know and I’m great now that I see you."

He just stood there looking at me with a smile on his face. "Let me order something for I get you in trouble and shit ."

"Aha oh yea I forgot about that but what can I get for you ?!"

"Two mashed potato bowls with four biscuits ."

"Ok that'll be $12.75, thank you have a nice day and do come again"

He sat down with his food but he didn’t eat he was just watching me. I got done with all the customers and it was my lunch time.

I got a mashed potato bowl with two biscuits and water, he waved me over there where he was sitting at so I sat down by him.

"Hay gorgeous it took you forever ."

"Aha I didn’t even know you were waiting on me my bad"

"It’s all good ma I know you had a job to do so what time do you get off ?! ."

"Uh at 11"

"Ah for real do you got a ride home or something ?!"

"I was gone ask my bestie to come get me so yea I guess I do"

"Nah ma if you don’t mind I'll like to take you home you know so we can talk a little bit more if that’s cool with you ."

I took a bite of my food and poured some hot sauce up in it while he was just sitting there watching me. "Um yea ok I guess that’s cool"

"Great ." I kept eating and he just kept staring at me.

"What Josh why you keep staring at me, do I have something on my face ?!" he smiled

"Oh nah shawty you good I just think you’re so beautiful and well, most girls are afraid to really eat in front of a nigga you know ."

"Aha so you be rolling with them skinny insecure girls but Nevaeh ain’t scared I’m not bout to act like I’m not hungry and not get my grub on cause of some nigga if he don’t like it then he can get the stepping"

He started laughing but i didn’t i kept eating. "Damn shawty i feel you ma but i like the way you aint scared to just be yourself for real though ."

"Well thank you I’m glad you do" he smiled at me and then he finally started eating.

"So how old are you and are you from here ?!"

"I’m 18 ma and yea i am wbu ?!"

"I’m 16 and I’m from here also so are you a senior or did you graduate already ?!" 

"Imma senior ma frena graduate you know and damn you kinda young there what are you a sophomore ?!"

"I am not that young boy please and aha you got jokes but naw imma junior frena be a senior"

"Oh so you frena turn 17 then ?!"

"Naw i just turned 16 so that aint happening any time soon"

"Wow you 16 and you frena be a senior damn ma you must be hella intelligent yo making me feel like I’m stupid and shit ."

"Oh my bad i don’t mean to make you feel like that but your good your supposed to be a senior now but I’m always studying and reading and going to summer school so that’s why I’m way ahead of other people"

"Oh that’s good but don’t you wanna have the summer off and just chill with your friends and shit ?!"

"Not really, i mean i only have 1 friend and that’s Tonii"

"Stop lying to me ma i know you got more friends than that and is this Tonii dude you talk about the 1 you went to prom with ?!"

"I’m not lying Josh he is my only friend, my best friend actually and yea that’s him"

"Wow why though, i mean don’t you wanna have girl friends who can relate to you ?!"

"Naw not really that doesn’t cross my mind, girls they have to many issues and jealousy problems and i don’t wanna deal with that and Tonii he gets me, he understands me"

"Oh are you and Tonii more than just friends cause i don’t wanna be trying to get with another man’s girl ."

"Naw i promise you were just best friends and that’s it" i looked at the clock and noticed i had to get back to work so i started gathering my trash and stuff. "My break is over so I’mma have to get back to work it was nice talking to you Joshua"

"Oh yea ma you to well see you at 11 then ."

"Yea see ya" i got up threw my trash away and got right back to work. I couldn’t wait until 11 cause i wanted to tell Tonii all about what happened and of course to see Josh again. He was really cute with light skin and light brown eyes that were a little slanted

He didn’t have dimples but that was ohhkaee. He has big juicy lips and from what i can see he got body under that shirt. He is like 6'3 that’s just right i like em tall !! He has twisties which was cool just as long as he didn’t turn them into dreads then we were good. I was just daydreaming about him the whole time i was at work. I mean i was there but i wasn’t you know ?! Finally 11 came and he walked in looking all good and shit waiting on me so i hurried up and grabbed my things.

"Aye boo you ready ?!"

"Hay yea I’m ready let’s go" we walked to the car and he opened the door for me.

"How was work ma ?!"

"It was good i guess"

"Oh that’s cool sweetheart so how tall are you ?!"

"I’m 5'4 wbu ?!"

"Damn you short ma but it’s all good baby i like short girls and I’m 6'4 ."

"Wow you’re really tall but it’s all good baby i like tall men" he started laughing hella much and so did i.

"Aha that’s what’s up ma you over there imitating me, i like that you got a funny side for real though~ ." I didn’t say anything but i just smiled and we talked about a lot of things until we got to my house.

i was kinda disappointed cause i didn’t want the night to end i was enjoying his convo too much. He walked me to my door and we were talking some more and then he gave me a peck on the lips and walked back to his car while i went in the house. I saw Tonii up in there cleaning so i walked up behind him and kissed him on his neck.

"Hay Tonii the house looks great and if you’re hungry I'll make you some dinner. I have so much to tell you bestie"

"Um hi, why didn’t you call me, you know i would’ve picked you up Nev and no i already made dinner for you but you’re gonna have to tell me what happened another time cause i gotta get home ."

"What no Tonii you can stay here you know you can i just really wanna talk to you, hell i need to talk to you. Stay pleaseeee" he turned and looked at me intently but didn’t say anything until like a minute later. 

"Uh alright ma I'll stay but I gotta tell my mom what’s up. So how was work ?!"

"Thanks and it was good actually cause Joshua came there and on my break we talked and everything. He’s really cool, he drove me home that’s why I didn’t ask you."

Tonii was just staring at me with no expression on his face and then he grabbed my hand and walked up to my room and sat down on the bed.

"And he walked me to the door and pecked me on the lips. And then I realized that I don’t know how to kiss bestie. What if he kisses me on our date, I don’t wanna seem inexperienced"

"Bestie I’m pretty sure once he notices you can’t kiss he'll teach you ma and you'll catch on quick cause you’re a fast learner so don’t sweat it ."

"Ugh no Anthony I wanna already know how to do it"

"Well ask that one girl you work with to teach you ."

"Are you crazy nigga I don’t want my first kiss to be with a girl ok I’m not into girls so you better calm all that down"

He started laughing but i didn’t cause that shit wasn’t funny. He stopped and stared at me intently for like 5 minutes straight i just got up and went in the bathroom to take a shower. When i got out i lotioned my body and then got dressed. He was just laying there and as soon as i came out he was staring at me intently again. I wonder what he was thinking about cause he just keeps looking at me.

I just looked at him back then i sat down on my bed.

"Nevaeh i was thinking that i could teach you how to kiss ma if you want but if not then your gonna have to wait until he does it ." I was shocked he even said that to me, I was taken aback but I quickly recovered.

"Really best friend you'd do that for me ?!"

"Yea i can see that it means a lot to you so I'll do it ."

"Aw ok thanks your the best" he scooted next to me and he placed his lips on mine and he started kissing me. I kissed back i mean i knew how to do that, that part was easy but it’s the tongue part I don’t know how to do. Then he tried to slip his tongue in my mouth but i didn’t open it until he told me i had to and i did. He was moving his tongue around mine and i was doing the same. It felt so damn good to kiss him like that. We kept at it for like 5 minutes and then he pulled away. My candy box was soaking, we were breathing hard and just staring at each other. Man i just wanted to kiss him again but i didn’t.