Ugh I’m so mad at Nevaeh but I really don’t understand why, I mean damn she said she was sorry and that she was tired yesterday and that’s understandable. For real though but she had me regretting kissing her last night, which I shouldn’t have done cause she’s my bestie but I felt I had to, hell I needed to do it. Even though it was just a peck but it left me wanting more from her. Her lips were so soft and they felt good against mine. I could tell she was shocked but she hid it real well after that. I was looking forward to hearing her sweet, sexy, angelic voice last night for real and she didn’t call me so I got worried and then I called her but she didn’t answer. I text her but I got the same result and quickly that worry turned to anger. I couldn’t sleep last night cause I didn’t get to hear her voice and she knows I can’t go to sleep without hearing it. Maybe she was punishing me for kissing her, I don’t know am I going crazy, here trying to analyze everything now ugh I’m tripping big time yo !! I need to go make it right with her and take her up on that offer for a massage I wouldn’t mind her touching me at all. Hell I love when she does and that kiss she placed on my neck which is one of my spots got me hard yo. I've always had a big crush on Nevaeh ever since I meet her but I never took it anywhere cause I could tell all she was looking for was a friend and not a man. I could see that she viewed me only as a friend and she thought I felt the same but I didn’t. I thought my crush on her would go away but it didn’t it grew. I need to go talk to this girl and let her know I’m the one who should be sorry. I would’ve gone after her sooner but I wanted to wait until my erection went down. Cause that would’ve been embarrassing real talk yo !!
I went to her room and opened the door she looked up at me then quickly turned the other way I can tell she didn’t want me to know she been crying but I already knew. I walked in and sat next to her and said
"Nevaeh baby look I’m sorry about earlier I, ok I don’t know why I was so mad at you but I was and I’m sorry for ignoring you and not taking your apology right then and there. But I wanna take you up on that offer, so I’mma hop in the shower and then you can give me that massage if you’re still up to it. Oh and I'll give you one back honey babes if you want it ."
She didn’t say anything she just looked at me so I got up and took a shower like I said I was and when I got out she had some clothes and stuff sitting there for me which means she forgave me and I was so happy. I dried off and put the boxers on and then I went out there like that for her to give me my massage. She just looked at me and then she said lay down which I did with no hesitation. She got some massage oil and started rubbing it together on her hands to make it warm then she rubbed it gently but firmly into my shoulders.
Ah man it felt so good !! She was still rubbing and massaging my back and shoulders, she rubbed all the tension out my neck and I just laid there enjoying the feel of her hands and moaning, damn, it felt so damn good !! I've had a lot of massages but none of them felt as good as this one. I’mma give her the best massage she done ever had ooh I can’t wait. I wanna touch her so bad man for real. Down boy, down I don’t want her to see me like this. Man I was in deep thought when she broke it by saying something and I had finally got my boy down and she wanna sit here and say something to me, instantly he was back up.
"I’m really sorry about last night Tonii it won’t happen again ohhkaee, you still my bestie ?!"
"Of course I’m still your bestie Nev and nah I’m the one who should be sorry baby I didn’t mean to get mad at you like that I feel really bad that’s why you got to let me make it up to you by giving you a massage to"
"Nah it’s all good Tonii I don’t need a massage and I feel real bad cause you didn’t get any sleep so when I’m done you can go to sleep and stay here as long as you want."
"Nev are you crazy girl I said I’mma give you a massage then we can both lay down and get some sleep together then I'll take you to work sweetheart ."
She looked at me like I was crazy and said "Tonii I got other things I got to do I still need to finish designing an outfit for church tomorrow before it’s Sunday and you know I can’t sow on Sundays and I got to go grocery shopping, clean the house, still study and . . ."
I cut her off while she was talking and said "C’mon now Ajahnae you know I'll help you while you’re at work I'll do the shopping and I'll clean and you know Granny will do your outfit for you just do what I ask please ."
After a long pause she finally said "Fine, ohhkaee you win, dang Tonii you didn’t have to use my middle name on me and shit and I’mma hold you to what you said I expect it to be done too when I come home"
I started laughing "I got you honey babes, damn always bossing me around and stuff ."
"Oh shut up boy you know you love it "
I was happy we were playing around again and not being mad at each other. She got finished giving me my massage and I was so happy to get started on her for real though.
"Alright honey babes take off your shirt and bra ."
She looked at me like I was from another planet and I laughed.
"Nigga are you serious I’m not taking off my bra"
"Wow Nev you got to, just take it off you know I'll look the other way and you can put a towel or something under you to cover it up dang ma stop tripping ."
I flashed her my smile and she smiled back and put her finger in my dimples I started blushing big time and smiling just as hard.
"Ohhkaee fine Tonii I’mma do it"
She took off her shirt and bra and unfortunately I looked away like I told her and she laid down. I got right to work on her, it felt so good just to touch her like that I can tell she was enjoying it cause she started moaning and that shit turned me on big fucking time yo. She didn’t even realize she was doing it; she was so lost in the feel of my hands and her own thoughts. I wanted to kiss her neck, hell fuck that I wanted to suck on it and leave my love marks but I didn’t dare do it. She was driving me crazy man ugh !!!!
I suddenly had this urge this feeling man I wanted to TASTE her real bad and I never felt anything like this before. It was kind of scary I was shook but I pushed that to the back of my head and focused on keeping my man down and giving her her massage. She still was moaning, ugh she don’t know what’s she’s doing to me but I got to get it together. I finally say I’m done cause I can’t take it anymore the urge is just too strong. She sat up with her back towards me still and she put her shirt back on and then said
"Damn Tonii thanks I feel so much better now I don’t even feel stressed anymore you’re the best !!"
She got up and kissed me on my cheek. "C’mon let’s go to sleep I feel sleepy" with that said she grabbed my hand turned off the light and pulled me down on the bed. "Your welcome honey babes and thank you also"
"Mhm your welcome c’mon Tonii sleep time"
She was on the other side of the bed and instantly she was out but I couldn’t fall asleep cause I wanted her close to me with her ass pushed all the way up on my dick.
I wanted her to grind on me like she did when we was dancing last night. I wanted to hold her real close to me and kiss her soft lips and suck on her neck. Damn I wanted to kiss my way down to her candy box among other things. I was thinking all this and more and I didn’t even notice that 2 hours had passed and that she woke up and was staring at me intently until she said
"Tonii what’s wrong ?! Why are you still up ?!"
"Oh uh I can’t sleep Nev ."
"Why not are you uncomfortable being in the same bed as me ?!"
"Nah not at all but I don’t know I just can’t sleep ."She looked at me and then scooted all the way over to me and said
"C’mon Tonii tell mama what’s wrong" I started laughing hella much and she stuck her finger in my dimples again which made me want her even more.
"Aha Nevaeh you a trip girl nothing’s wrong really I just can’t sleep and I don’t know why ."She wrapped her arms around me and said
"Well try harder Tonii you can do it" And then she turned around with her ass pushed all the way on my dick and she closed her eyes and was out. Dang that girl must really be tired.
I don’t know how I managed to keep my dick down but I did and as soon as I wrapped my arms around her and closed my eyes I was out. Couple hours later she woke me up with a kiss on my neck talking about
"Wake up sleepy head it’s almost time for you to take me to work" Damn man I didn’t wanna get up I was actually sleeping hella good. I slept like a fucking baby and I ain’t slept like that since I was a baby aha. When I looked at her she was dressed and was almost ready all she had to do was her hair. Her phone rang and she answered it and started smiling hella big talking about hay Joshua what’s up. I instantly got hella mad and jealous and I don’t know the fuck why. I mean Nevaeh ain’t my woman she my bestie and that’s it so I shouldn’t be feeling like this. I don’t know what’s up with me but I’mma have to take some time away from her to get my feelings back in check cause this is too much. "
Nevaeh stop cup caking on the phone girl and finish getting ready, you don’t have all day ."
I said as I threw on some black basketball shorts and a wife beater. She looked at me and just took her convo into the bathroom.
She finally came out the bathroom and said I’m ready. I grabbed my car keys and the grocery list and we bounced. She was on the phone almost the whole time and I was getting mad. She hung up and looked at me smiling looking all excited and shit she said
"Anthony I got a date with Joshua we're going out on Monday I’m so happy he is going to be my first date"
"Oh um you sure you wanna go with this cat ma, I mean you don’t know nothing about him or anything ?!"
"Duhh Tonii that’s why I’mma get to know him on the date"
"Fine do what you wanna do but don’t say nothing to me if something happen ."
She just rolled her eyes and turned on the radio. I was hella pissed I didn’t want her to go out with another nigga. When we got there she kissed me on the cheek said thanks and hopped out. Then I headed to the store trying to sort things out but it wasn’t happening really.