Nevaeh Has Finally Found Love Even Though She Wasn't Looking . Her Life Has Been Pretty Normal You Know Routine . But All Of A Sudden It Gets Turned Upside Down . She Finds Out That Being In Love Is Not What It's All Cracked Up To Be . She Finds Out That Dating Should Be Left To The People Who Knows What Their Doing .
Chapter One: All About Me
What’s up yawl I guess yawl wanna know about me aha I mean who doesn’t wanna know about me I’m just that Osome !! Well for starters the name is Nevaeh Ajahnae Queen Nicholas, sweet name huh ?! Yea I know. Born and raised in Sacramento, California . I’m 5'4 sixteen frena be a senior that’s right you heard me correctly a senior !! I’m a big girl and I have long curly hair that goes to my lower back I have brown almond shaped eyes, skin color is milk chocolate, perfect set of kissable lips, I got the right size breast, my booty is just right people say I got ass for days but aye I don’t care. I don’t have any siblings, don’t know where my mom or dad is at so I live with my grandma. I work at the mall and at KFC. I spend all my time reading, writing, and studying. I have everything figured out for my life I’m going to be an actress, a fashion designer, and a chef. Every summer I go to summer school so that I can graduate early and get my life started the way I always dreamed. I have one best friend who's been there for me thru thick and thin his name is Anthony Lonzo Johnson.
Me and Tonii (Anthony) met when he was in fourth grade and I was in third. Of course I didn’t have any friends because kids were jealous of me for my smarts and hair so at recess I would just sit by myself and read a book, which I didn’t mind cause I’m always by myself so I’m used to it and that’s the way I preferred things anyways. Tonii came up to me when all the kids were calling me names like fat ass, ugly, nerd and that’s not your real hair, your fake and all that . I wasn’t stunting those kids, I didn’t trip. Tonii came over there and said aye leave her alone and they did, he looked at me and said
“Aye honey babes you’re not ugly to me shawty, your very beautiful and those kids just hating on you ma cause they don’t have the brains and beauty like you. And you not fake your all real I can tell.”
Then he flashed me the prettiest smile I ever seen and I blushed. We instantly became best friends after that. Yea I'll admit I had a crush on my bestie but who didn’t I mean he was so cute.
He is brown skinned with hazel almond shaped eyes that have specks of green in them. He has dimples and the prettiest smile ever, he was just too cute. Hell yea I liked my bestie in that way but it was only a little girl crush you know . ?! When we got older I got over it. Now my bestie is seventeen he frena be a senior like me and I’m so happy we have almost all the same classes together. He is on the football team and has an amazing body and long hair that I always braid you know, keep him looking good. Tonii is very popular but of course he only kicks it with me no matter what. People always think there’s more to our relationship than just friendship but aye I ain’t stunting them jealous hoes for real though !! They be getting mad at me cause he wanna spend all his time with me I mean what kind of bullshit is that !! They need to fall back for real and stop coming at me all sideways cause I’m bout ready to slap a bitch, shit I maybe a "nerd" but I ain’t scared I will beat a bitch ass. But I haven’t yet cause of Tonii always saying “Nevaeh girl don’t lower your standards they just hating on you honey babes !!”
I be like “yea you right Toniizo” aha sometimes I call him that it’s a mixture of his names and he sometimes calls me Nevjaheen a mixture of my names. He says “I know I’m right I’m always right !!” I laugh my ass off and be like “boy please you wish, you know it’s the other way around.” He just flashes that gorgeous smile at me and I just have to stick my finger in his dimples which only makes him blush and smile more !! Man I love him he is such a good friend, he’s always there for me he bought me a phone and even pays the bill so that we could talk and text all night cause he says he can’t go to sleep without hearing my voice first. I thought that was so sweet !! This year we went to junior prom together he paid for my ticket while I designed my dress and his suit !! It was so fly and of course bitches was hating again but that aint nothing new !! We danced together most of the night until he went to dance with some of the other girls while to my surprised I danced with other boys.
As soon as he left to go dance with someone else this other dude came and asked me to dance and I said yes cause he was all that but not cuter than Tonii. He asked me what’s my name and I told him Nevaeh and he was like
"For real that’s real fly ma I like it I’m Joshua ."
"Oh nice to meet you"
"The pleasures all mine beautiful . !"
We slow danced with him talking to me and stuff when the song was over he got my number and I got his. He was real cool and we were going to dance some more but this girl saw who he was dancing with and flew her ass up over here talking about
“I didn’t ask you to come with me only for you to go dance with somebody like her Joshua !!”
He said "Look you don’t own me, we don’t even go out so stop sweating me ma I can dance with who I want shit why didn’t you tell me you had somebody as beautiful as Nevaeh that go to this school I would’ve came here for real though ."
I blushed when he said that but he didn’t see me he then turned to me and said "Look ma I’m going to have to go with her cause I did come with her but I'll definitely hit you up fahsho ." I said ok and he left to go with her.
I was still blushing and standing in the same spot until Tonii came and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck which for some reason turned me on but I just pushed that to the back of my mind. I turned around and he said
"What’s up honey babes who was that nigga ?!"
"Oh um he said his name was Joshua he don’t go here but he came with Stacy stank ass"
"Aha Nev girl you a trip but nah what did he want I noticed he was over here for a while and yawl was dancing pretty close together ."
"Well he liked what he saw and wanted my number so I gave it to him I guess he was trying to get with me, I don’t know Tonii damn why you questioning me?!"
"My bad baby I’m just making sure everything was good you know, making sure he didn’t say nothing outta pocket to you ma ."
"Oh okay Toniizo its all good !!"
My song Ooh Na Na by Lil Jon came on and my body instantly swayed to the music. Tonii grabbed me close to him and turned me around so that my back was facing him and then he proceeded to grind. I lifted one of my hands in the air and snapped to the beat with my other hand on my knee slightly bent while I proceeded to grind my ass into Tonii’s pelvic area. I was feeling the music while all the while Tonii’s sexy deep ass voice was singing in my ear saying “ Ooh na na im so horny and I want you to fuck me” Ooh yawl just don’t know how turned on I was. As soon as that went off my other jam Feenin’ by Jodeci came on and boy did we get down on that dance floor. We was burning it up with our fire. I felt Tonii’s hard-on pressed firmly against my ass as we still were dry humping aha . I don’t know what got into me that night but his sexy ass voice singing “ You got me feenin’ feenin’ for you” and that spiked punch I just couldn’t control myself. I was shocked the teachers even let them play those songs but then I realized it was nothing but black teachers in here and they were getting their groove on to. Aha we lived it up that night man. For the last dance Maxwell’s This Woman’s Worth was played and Tonii and I slow danced with my arms around his neck and his arms around my waist. He kissed me on the neck and sang Maxwell’s song all the way through. I'll admit I actually had fun that night and I had got a lot of numbers to my surprise. The prom was over so Tonii took me to get something to eat.
We talked for a minute then he took me home walked me to the door and said
"Thanks honey babes for coming with me I know how much you didn’t want to go but I really appreciate it ."
I was about to say oh no problem bestie but before I could he kissed me, well just a peck on the lips but I was still shocked.
"Uhm no, thank you Tonii I actually had a really good time tonight I’m glad I let you talk me into it I would've been mad as hell if I missed it"
I kissed him on the cheek then said good night and went in the house I was so scared cause he had kissed me, Anthony Lonzo Johnson my best friend KISSED ME !! Wow I know yawl think I’m exaggerating and maybe I am but I was still shocked even though it was a peck and it probably didn’t mean anything to him !! I went to sleep with a smile on my face that night. When I woke up the next morning and went to make grandma Breakfast she was already up with Tonii sitting in the kitchen helping her. I was shocked to see him there. I said "Good morning Tone" he didn’t even acknowledge me he just kept doing what he was doing.
I just ignored him and said to myself maybe he didn’t hear me. I went to my Grandma and kissed her on the cheek
"Good morning Granny how did you sleep ?! And did you take your medicine ?!"
"Good morning baby I slept good sugar and of course I took my medicine I always do Nevaeh ."
“Aha ok Granny just checking"
We talked and ate breakfast then Grandma left up stairs. I turned to Tonii and just stared at him intently
"Tonii what’s your problem didn’t you hear me talking to you earlier . ?! I mean dang I didn’t get no hug no good morning no nothing the whole time you just talking to Grandma acting like I’m not here so what the fuck is wrong ?!"
He didn’t answer me he just looked at me and got up to go watch television I grabbed his arm and said
"Anthony Lonzo Johnson answer me now !!"
I was so pissed off because he never did this shit before just sitting there ignoring me. Like a whole minute passed then he said
"Aint nothing wrong Nevaeh ." I looked at him like he was stupid.
"Do you think I’m stupid Anthony ?! Your my best friend don’t you think I know when something is wrong and when your hiding something from me ?!"
He looked so bad but still so good at the same time. I say this because he had bags under his eyes and it looked like he didn’t get any sleep but he still looked good even with the bags. He just stared at me with anger and contempt in his eyes and then said
"What did you forget to do last night Nevaeh ?!"
He still sat there staring at me and I thought for a minute and I realized I didn’t call him last night to say goodnight and I noticed he had called me and text me but I didn’t answer or write back cause I was sleep.
"If I didn’t walk you to your door last night I would’ve thought something happened to you but you didn’t even care enough to call and see if I made it home safely did you Nevaeh ?! No you didn’t !!"
"I’m so sorry Tonii I got home and fell right on my bed and instantly I was asleep I wore myself out last night I was really tired. And I’m sorry Tonii for real"
I felt so bad cause he looked like that cause of me. I said sorry again but he was still just sitting there staring at me not saying a word or moving a muscle. I went and sat down next to him.
I said I’m sorry again and I kissed his neck
"Tonii let me make it up to you ok you can go take a shower and I'll give you a massage when you’re done and you can sleep in my bed as long as you like but just please say something and stop being mad at me. I've never done this before Tonii and it won’t happen again I was just really tired."
He just continued to look at me then he turned his attention back to the television. I got up and went in my room and took a shower and cried while I was in there. He has never gotten mad at me to the point where he won’t say anything to me so I was sad. I got out threw on some clothes and laid on my bed thinking how can I make things right with him cause I loved Tonii he was my bestie and I didn’t know what I would do without him being there by my side supporting me in everything I do. He was amazing and I really just didn’t wanna loose him or go back to being by myself cause I had gotten used to somebody being around, well him always being around me and making me laugh and stuff. Ugh I was so sad :( !!