Other Thoughts of Love Lost....

just the sound of your voice feels like a knife slitting the throat of my soul. i have nothing to look towards as my life passes on with lack of purpose and love, but destiny and you. as time gos on i'll wait; for the feeling of completion and true love, though when it will come i cannot know... I shall wait for the chance to look up again and heave the burden from my back. I feel my conscience warning me of you, but this is beyond what my mind speaks, for when i think of absence of your caring thoughts then the pain and oppression is above my personal jurisdiction.

I cant ask for what i want for fear it will be denied to myself, and its impossible for me to sacrifice your agony for my love. i will give it all, but its up to you. all i can do is wait and hope for the chance, and if it never comes then... i shall perish. if not physically then emotionally i will be dead as if my heart were deminished and my soul itself cut off from my mind and thoughts. all i can do is wait and hope for a chance... theres nothing else i can do. But i swear i will give you everything, whether it be my heart or my life for your happiness.

i hope you never read this... i hope you never have to understand what your putting me through. i hope that my pain doesn't effect you in any way. i hope you realize that whatever happens i'm always here waiting, and that for once i can honestly say i value someone elses life more than mine... i hope you never forget that i love you... lila ahavah....

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