Love Me?
I have long hair. I have a temper. I am very argumentative. I look dark. I fake smiles. I cry myself to sleep. I listen to everything. I never tell you how I really feel. I have scars. I have been addicted. I have drugged my head to sleep. I have drank away the stress. I stare at you everyday. I whisper my fears. I have been mistaken for a girl. I have been intimidated to tears. I have been tortured and bruised. I hold in all my emotions. I over-achieve. I have tried to starve myself. I hate the way I look. I spend hours staring into my reflection. I avoid mirrors, for I don’t want to see myself. I turn my music up really loud. I lay down sometimes and stare at sky. I wonder the streets some nights. I lie to friends, family, strangers, and myself. I have a hard time keeping promises. I am sad almost everyday. I feel lost in this world. I love my friends. I yell words in my head that should never be heard. I sit alone for hours and just think. I don’t sleep sometimes for several days. I tell you I`m fine when I`m not. I just want to forget. I want to remember every detail. I am broken. I pretend I`m tough when I`m really soft. I spend the time loving the little things. I hate to buy clothes. I hate to show any of my flaws. I would travel to the end of the world for you. I love art and love to be unique. I confuse myself every morning. I walk to school just so I can be alone. I wonder if you would care if I died. I hurt myself more then anyone has ever hurt me. I tell you everything. I trust that you`ll trust me. I wish I could be loved. I am never perfect enough for my own standards. I keep my darkest secrets, secrets forever. I write for hours about absolutely nothing. I would die to see you smile again. I try everything to make you laugh. I never know if I`m really happy. I believe I can change. I care about every living thing. I don’t know if I`ll ever find love. I want to save the world. I put others down to make myself feel good. I have been bullied all my life. I don’t know where to stop. I am in fear for my life. I am jealous of you and everyone else. I find a way to feel worse about everything. I wish I could just be noticed. I am scared of what you`ll say. I think I`m losing you. I wish I was a child again. I fear my future. I stand in the rain so no one can see my crying. I feel the grass to know I`m still alive. I take photos but never look at them again. I hate photos of myself. I am me. I want to love me. I don’t know if I ever can. But can you?
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