Living with regretsmature
The party was in full swing and I was absolutely loving it. Jayden sat beside me and held me close, arms wrapped firmly around my waist. I kissed his hand softly and giggle as his hands rubbed slightly lower, but I didn't mind... Not a single bit because he's the only boy I'd ever fallen this hard for, and I wanted to make sure I kept him.
" I love you babe," I said leaning in and kissing him softly on the lips, "Do you love me back." I asked, batting my eye lashes for extra effect, tonight I would know if he did. He looked at me, his beautiful blue eyes twinkling like stars and helped me up as he spoke.
" I've always told you yes," He said leaning in towards me, " And we've had a lot of... fun before, what more proof do you need?" I knew what he'd meant by 'fun' a little making out by the lake had turned into stripping and sex. I wanted that expirience again, even though it had only been a week ago.
" What do you say we have some more fun?" I asked, trying to act seductive so I could get what I want, " Please bae just one more time." He smiled and took my hand leading me into a bedroom, and for a second I almost felt guilty about what i was doing because I was christian, but I pushed it aside casually and had the night of my life.
Now I regret that happy night, because it led to months of misery, but even more I regret falling in love with Jayden, because it would prove to be the worst choice of my entire life. Because that love was just lust hidden by our own stupidity, which I would only come to understand later.
When I woke up Jayden was gone and I began to wonder where he was when I felt something was wrong, very wrong. I got out of the bed, quickly putting on my clothes and running as I began to hear police sirens.
" &@##," I muttered, looking out the window, " I'm screwed." I ran as quickly as possible to get out of the room heading for a window that didn't have too high of a drop. I found one, but the landing sucked, I essentially landed on my butt, which immediately screamed out in protest, but I ignored it as the police rushed into the house screaming and I made a break for my car, which was just down the block.
That night I evaded arrest, but there was no way I could evade the events that were soon to unfold and change who I am forever.





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