My Mum and Dad may be quite rich living in a mansion 8 hours away from my brother and I, but we never see them anymore. They are always off on a cruise or doing business to do with work. They don’t have time for us. Finn (my brother) and I are the same, but aren’t. We like the same things and hate the same things just like a lot of twins, but at school we are completely different. I never speak to Finn at school and he never speaks to me. It’s just the way it is. It’s easier and gives us both a chance to live different lives.
At home we are so close. Always having a laugh and always doing something together. That’s how it used to be anyway.
Lizzie Stuart, my best friend is amazing. I will never find anyone quite like her. She always had and knew the latest on gossip, had the perfect life and had the perfect family. I only just realised how amazing she is, now that she’s gone. She is so perfect, my only wish was to be just like her and live just like her. We were never apart. That’s how it used to be anyway...
One person is to blame and I can’t even say their name right now because I am so mad. I’ve never felt this way and I think of people that have this on a day to day basis. I don’t know how they cope? It’s such a strange feeling. I feel open, but not. Sad, but with pride. It is the strangest feeling.
I love my life, slight correction I loved my life, but now everything has changed.