Looking back on it now, I don't really know why I did what I did. When I say I regret it, I really mean it, but I don't regret it entirely...
I was confused, confused and mad. No one seems to understand this though. I never meant to hurt her, but now it's too late to do anything and no one understands.
That isn't strictly speaking true though, there's one person who understands, but I can't talk to them. He's known as the creep, the creep who’s always alone.
I'm Chrissy, Chrissy Jones and until today I have never known what it is like to be "unpopular". That's also the first time I have said that. I just never was, I always had friends, always had people trying to be like me and always had guys coming after me. I also never realised how "powerful" I was. I always had the power when walking down the corridors. People would move to the side for me and made sure they were out of my way. Sometimes, people would even shout after me on how I was looking and on what I was wearing.
I miss that now, more than ever. No one will listen to me, none of my “ex-friends” anyway. It makes me so sad and makes me feel so unwanted which I have obviously felt many times, but I’ve just never showed it.