How's it going? We haven't talked in months and I wish we could hang out more often. But I want to mention a few things. There was a month or two where you absolutely hated me and all I want to know is why. What did I do to you to make you hate me? You tried to turn everyone against me, so thanks for that. But I'm over those few weeks. You used to make me so happy and I did really like you, whether you believe it or not. And I know I ignore you sometimes, but that is because I know something you don't want me to. I know you like Brooklyn. She is my ex and I'm trying to patch things up with her, but she recently told me that you like her. You lied. You freaking lied about your feelings. I'm trying to be a good friend and get my girlfriend back. But when those two people are best friends (because of me) and one has feelings for the other, I can't do much. That's why I don't initiate conversations with you. I just get too jealous that you could easily get the girl I have loved for over a year. There's so much more to say. Going back to hating me, you tried to turn Savannah against me. I've been friends with her since kindergarten and you can't change that, though you tried. You made me miserable. I constantly felt like crying and I went back to old habits. But that made me stronger. Thanks for everything, but I'm not really sure I want to be friends with you. Goodbye, my dear friend.
"Will we ever find a way to cover up these scars and finally see the beauty in everything we are?"