To see someone you love slowly and painfully fading away right before your eyes is devastating, to see them have their last smile, their last heartbeat, their last breath, can make even the biggest mountain move. It can make the strongest man look like the bullied school boy, and can make the king of the jungle seem like a timid mouse.
All you can think about is the last thing you ever said to them and wish that you could change everything said that day, you wish you could slow down time, take them away and make all the bad things go away just by telling them everything will be okay.
And then their gone and you hold onto everything they ever said to you, listen to their favourite song over and over. You loop your brain and go into a whirlpool of emotions thinking nothing will be fine ever again.