1 month earlier
I was looking into a bottomless hole. A black pit. A neverending tunnel.
I had never been so scared. Unless you have been there, you will never know the feeling. It's like missing a step on a stair and knowing your going to fall. Only 10 000 times worse. Just a gun, nothing more or less. I don;t even know how i got there, what to do or say. My heart was like a humming bird, my brain buzzing, My ears pounding
But the worst thing?
I deserved it.