I secretly long for the way you make me feel. It's twisted. When you're mean to me, it makes me mad, but it also makes me want you. It definitely makes me more mad than happy. But it’s so twisted because I make you mad too, yet you still want me. Right? But it also makes me feel unworthy of your love when I know I deserve so much more than it. And it makes me feel uncomfortable when you ask me to do things I'm unable to do. Yet I don't mind you asking because I do want to please you and I do want to be with you.