its how i feel
i walk and i go, i move much further than i should,
and each time i do i know how much i surely could,
the space in me widens and broadens and i look,
i see stuff and i feel empty and my body just shook.
i miss every bit of her that i came to like and admire,
yet she isnt going to come soon the much i require,
its the emptiness thats killing me when i walk,
and the pain it does is something about i dont talk.
i wish to see her the more when she comes next time,
for she made me complete when there for all the time,
its how empty i feel that makes me this crazy i ever do,
that takes the better side that i see never through.
i have a heart that needs her presence here now and then,
for i just cant live a day more like this in this and be sane,
why do i feel empty when she isnt there i keep asking,
and still she doesnt come see how aggrieve i am keeping.
i get weak and weaker cuz she isnt with me at the moment,
and feel lost when i just cant reach her utter comment,
how else will she know that i am empty at a time like this?
when she is no where to be seen and am not at peace!