if i told my friends how badly i want him they'd think im joking because i act like a bitch who doesn't care about heartbreak, or being alone, or anything else actually. But in realitly im just fucking scared out of my mind.
I'm scared he won't come back to me. I know that no one else will ever make me as happy as he did.
For me it's always been him, since the moment i met him i knew we'd be together one day. I always thought of him as my past, present and most of all my future.