Week 1: I dumped you.
Week 2: I went back to him.
Week 3: With him, things seemed really … real. I knew it wasn’t a joke.
Week 4: Now it feels like we never had spoke.
And I’m okay with that. I can live without ever hearing your voice again.
And so I’ll sleep this life away, because my dreams are so sweet; now that you’re in them.
It feels like the sky’s beginning to open up. But it’s not rain falling down.
It feels like the knot in my stomach is gone forever, and replaced by butterflies.
When I see him, I can’t help but smile.
I can’t help but feel lucky and special. So special.
It’s like God’s finally stopped it all.
He’s stopped my problems, my pains, my struggles,
And put in place something that had been right in front of me all along.
And I knew it was there too.
But I think, it’s become easy—easier than anything else in the world to lie to myself.
But now I feel relief.
I see his face and know that his soul purpose isn’t to hurt me.
He won’t hurt me. And I won’t hurt him.
Its daylight, so the stars aren’t aligning, but everything is falling into place.