Ella's diary entrys.
What do I wish?
I wish you were here with me.
I wish Dean would understand me.
I wish some people could disappear forever.
I wish my life was good again.
These are all things that I would wish for. But they might not ever happen. Especially 1 & 3.
Wishes are weird things. You can think about them and how much you want them. But truth be told, they will never come true.
It's like believing in fairy's. You know they arnt real but you still want to believe they are because if you say you don't, then you get worried one will die. (Disney- Peter Pan.)
I used to love watching that film with you.
I wish we could watch it again.