Guilt and Darkness

What have I done...

It's the guilt again... the horrible guilt and self hatred that tears my heart in two, as well as yours.

Demon... demon... that's all you are, Nathaniel... That's all you'll ever be to her and the rest of the world...

I winced as a jolt of pain sliced through my heart, causing fresh tears to pour out of my eyes and fall upon my forearms, into which my face was burried.  The pain was so cold and sharp that it made my skin tingle.  My hairs stood up and I shivered as I would in the midst of a bitter mid-winter blizzard in Michigan.

You don't deserve her, Nathaniel... She deserves so much better... All you can ever do is hurt her... you waste...

I shook my head over and over again, trying to force the voice out of my mind, but it would only laugh a cold, dark chuckle...

The End

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