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Remy finds a letter from Rogue,Can He handle the pain? Songfic! Gravity by Sara Bareilles... Rated for Suicide, Cutting, Character Death, and Drug Abuse

“Mornin’ Chere. Are you coming to...” Upon seeing the note on the empty bed Remy came to a halt in the doorway. Picking it up, he saw lyrics to her favourite song with a few changes made in red ink.

‘Something always brings me back to you, whether a day, a week or a month; it never takes too long.
No matter what I say or you’re still in my head 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch, though I miss the caress of skin upon my own.
You keep me without chains, but I still feel pivoted to the spot,
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don’t need your pity; I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile, when I thought that I was strong. Through all the pain I was wrong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be; I am alone already. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees; as I try to make you see, that you're everything I think I need here on the ground,
I live without your touch and I miss you so much
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go, as you were loved more than you knew, but less than you deserved..
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.

-Rogue
P.S I’m in the bathroom’

Remy was shocked by the depth of her feelings, but rushed to the bathroom threshold in fear of what the note meant left behind. On the tiled floor of the white bathroom lay a breathless Rogue, blood and pills surrounding her head in a halo only fable can describe. Panicking Remy ran into the room picking up her limp body while calling Xavier silently for help. Looking for the cause his eyes fell to her wrist among the few pills of Advil on the ground. Finding the cause of the cuts in her left hand he grasped the metal razor firmly as he raised it up to his neck.

“I’ll be with you soon Chere.” He murmured his last words placing a kiss to her cold lips.

XOXOXOXO

They were found like that five minutes later by a distressed Hank, a crying Ororo and a silent Wolverine....

I told you... anyway so the Song was 'Gravity' By Sara Bareilles.... I might do one to Fairytale too (because i like the song) but i really hate the way they spell fairy..... This story came to mind (other than the song and X men) through a fanfic called 'More Pain Than I Can Bear' by SiriusBlack4Ever ....... I have read it soo many times :D

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