At this moment her freaking phone buzzed.
I all but physically exploded. Tavie. Ruined. Everything.
"Lucia... I'm sorry I've been ignoring you. I'm so sorry. We're gonna get through this together, I just needed to take the time to realize that. You're worth so much more than what you're doing to yourself. I would know, K? Please stop. Please. I love you so much. You're so incredible, and one of these days we'll both see it. God's more powerful than Satan... I can't believe it took me this long to see it. Are you OK?"
Have I mentioned I hate this girl?
Lucia. Was. So. Close. So. Close.
Now it's all ruined.
I ran to Tavie.
What are you thinking?! Don't you remember anything I've taught you?! You are worthless! You are hideous! You cannot help anybody! You can't even help yourself! You're so awful.
Awful. Worthless. Helpless. Worthless. Hideous. Worthless. Stupid. Worthless. Worthless. Worthless.
Know what that no good rotten piece of dirt did?
She prayed. To God.
What could I possibly do?! What could I do?!
I tried pulling her before a mirror, but that obstinate ugly thing sat more firmly on the floor. I presented knives to her and she shook her head... disappointed that she had ever done it in the first place! That stupid freakin Bible! Tavie!