August 9, 2011
What to do, what to do. . . maybe I’ll rent a movie and have someone come over and watch it with me.
August 11, 2011
Movie thing never happened. I was too lazy to go to the movie rental. Oh well, I’ll live. I just remembered that I now have to pay for my own stuff. . . wait, its always been like that! But now, I’m getting help from second family. . . isn’t it strange that my second family is more like family than my blood family?
I wrote my first poem in over a month today, its pretty lame, but here it is:
I close my eyes- nothing but darkness
I open my eyes- only darkness
Shall I sleep? Shall I be awake?
What does it matter?
Its always, only darkness.
Maybe I need to find the light.
I know of only a small flicker-
A small flicker of light-
That small light is that small piece of love-
Yeah, yeah. I know its lame and not very good, but I guess it’ll do. Anyway, it has been a while since I’ve written poetry, I just need to get back into the swing of things.
August 24, 2011
I just realized that I’m not going to see Lee next year at school. He graduated and I’m going to be a senior. How horrible is that?! My happiness is slowly fading again. I need to go hang with the girls, they’ll make it better.
August 26, 2011
Pizza, movies, gossip! How I love my girls! We went to see the movies, of course I texted Savanna during the movie, no one seemed to noticed, maybe because they were all texting themselves. I got a new ringtone for my phone!!! Its the last part of Defying Gravity. I will be on Broadway someday, not going to be on the stage, but I will be working in Broadway writing plays, you can bet on it!