u can tell urself many things,but one i know it is true,i am not a writer,this stuff that i do,is solem done for selfish reasons.I could not see myself living this days without scribling down some words,it is reashuring to came here time and time again and read my thougths,it may not speak to others,but a source of confort to me,a safe blanket if u must.

we surrond urselfs daily on things we need to live off,but not of the things we want.

Why?

We all know this ugly word,dutty,bills,morgage,rent,solem times do i hear this words,do u want to do something tonigth?we are living thinking that saving as much as possible will take us further down this credit crunch, i shake my head ,and nodd,poor suckers,can u not see in the long run,this is just the first step of a darker tomorrow,that can only became brigther if we as comunity,share together and by share i mean 50/50,no unbalance in parting with the wealth,we are so much richer than any 3 world country,and because a few bills have gone up,and so as everything else,we scare easily?in countries like :india,iraque,pakistan,serra leoa,people starf thenselfs so their children have a change to survive,wake up ,people,we are not in trouble,we simply been too priviladge.

until u can no longer ,send ur kids to school,or clothem,or feed them or provide them with a roof,i would start calling wolf,if u know what i mean.

i am sorry if the picture i paint in words,is not a pleasant to look at,but it is real.

on another hand ,i see in this web site so much hope,so much optemism,we are resiliant as a race?Are we not?

funny as fuck.Honestly,if u see across the atlantic ,who would have taught,america is ready to elect their first black president,yes ,i said black,shoot me,i think somebody must have told him by now,anyway,after "the clown" everything should be must better,lol.they are very young as a nation ,bless them,they dont know any better.we on the  other hand ,have gordon brown,arent we lucky,yes it is sarcasm...

politics as well as religion, are always safer not to be discussed,rubish,we thing ,therefor we speak,otherwise how can we explain progress?

darwin did not stop talking about evolution,see where i am going with this?somebody should have told him too shut up,at some point or he just died.

we are still very young as a race,i think we  can do better ,i know we can do better.

i sit most time in the dark,put some classic music in the back ground and listen to the street talks,i mean by that i see the outside ligth reflect the side walk,i see how people go about their daily routines,they walk the dog,gossip for a little while,and then dinner ,telly ,shout at the kids for being too loud,and then bed,i sit in the dark and take counfort for silly routines.i also read,i am in the process of reading albert einstein biography,dont ask i tought it would be intresting to find the answer to why,he says there are universes that resemble this, only with a diferent outcome,one reality is not enough?do we not do enough damage with this one,as i said i though it would be fun,so far no gigles....

well,see u all soon.

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