I'm stuck in that in between phase, I've been stuck for years. I can clearly see images of what I want to express in my head, but somehow I cannot seem to be able to bring them out, I can't seem to let the world know what I think, what I feel.
To feel deeply is the worst curse, because your creativeness becomes tangled in this dark place within yourself, and that's it. Or you just convince yourself that you don't have any depth, you are all raw feeling, without anything beneath it to back it up.
When well I stop feeling so helpless? When will this nothingness, this emptiness stop?
Relationships get you stuck in the middle of nothing, wrong relationships help you discover your meaninglessness.
It's been dark ever since you came in my life, my life was light and now its black.