Chapter four: Meeting in the Cafe bar

I was in the coffee bar, enjoying my regular and scanning the newspaper checking for deaths or some incident that regarded someone in hospital and on a life support machine. No joke. But I had no idea that Roxas was here. Guess he actually has freedom. I thought as I heard someone sit down. I put the paper down and was staring into Roxas blue eyes. It wasn't just the fact that he sided with my enemy, it was also how much he resembled Sora, except the blond hair that is. I shifted uncomfortably and got up to leave. I have to go-I really have to be somewhere. But before I could move, he grabbed my wrist and looked at me pleadingly. Please, can you stay so we can just talk? He asked. Roxas...I...I can't. If I am with you, it makes me want you more, and I can't. For both our sakes. Are you aware it is your boss I am dealing with? And if he finds out you will be killed. I can't let that happen, no matter what my heart tells me right now. So, I gotta go. I said. He said. Lizzy, please. Can we at least discuss this? He asked. Roxas, you're being ridiculous. One: Because we are enemies, no matter what our hearts tell us. And Two: I already have a boyfriend. I said, pulling my arm out of his grip. I walked out of the cafe, feeling terrible. But Roxas had to understand the truth. He wasn't seeing the fact of our situation. He can't love me because of Damien and I can understand that he does. He isn't supposed to see me in case we are spotted together. But I don't want to hurt his feelings. I heard a familiar song playing behind me. It was "Just so you know" by Jesse Mccartney. A singer I knew fairly well. Was Roxas trying to tell me some message in this song? Something he thinks I should ought to know. Roxas, this isn't some fairytale. We're not the prince and the princess. We're two completely different people and we are on different sides. The fates would never allow us to be together. You have to see that. I said, as gently possible. What do I have to do to prove to you that I love you, Lizzy? He asked, angrily. Roxas, I...I...please...don't do this...don't make this any harder than it already is...please...I said, quietly and sadly. Do you not think it's hard for me to say this to you? I asked. But I am in love with someone already. I need you to see this for me. If you love me, you'll let me be happy. I said. He looked down, clearly ashamed of himself. I'm sorry, Lizzy. He said. It's okay...I trailed off. I'm just trying to get you to see  that we're not a couple in a fairy tale, when everything is so simple for us because it isn't. I explained, putting a hand on his arm. I can't be with you; you were the one who said that you couldn't come with me because Damien would know that we ran away together. I said, remembering that moment. It hit me like a punch to the chest. He looked at me sadly. That was then, this is now. I want to prove to you how much you mean to me. I felt my heart heave. Roxas...please...just...leave me alone...for now...I really need to clear my head...I can't think. I said, walking away from him. I didn't know where I was going. I just had to leave. Had to go. Can't stand what was happening anymore. Felt like crying. Since when had I been caught in a love triangle? I had never been in one before and I really didn't know what to do. I just had to get out of his presence because I hated the reaction I got when I was around him. I walked down the street, letting my feet guide me. It led me to Sora's house. How I ended up there, I don't know. I guess it was my heart. I knocked on the door and smiled cheerfully as he opened the door and my heart lit up when he smiled and let me in. I'm glad you came, Lizzy. I was beginning to miss you. He said, as he began kissing my neck. I laughed and melted in his arms. He spun me around and started pushing me towards the bedroom as our kissing got more urgent. Like, we would never have any more time on this. I landed  on the bed and felt him on top of me as we started kissing again. His lips slipped down to my neck as I moaned softly. Sora...I whispered. He chuckled. Having fun? He asked. What was this magic that he could weave into my heart? Even Roxas couldn't do this. Maybe, because I never gave him a chance too. Didn't want too either. I felt Sora's warm hands inside my shirt, feeling my body. I giggled and responded the same way as I kissed him passionately, urgently. Mentally begging him not to stop because I needed this. He sat up and pulled me closer, he wrapped his arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around his neck. Sora...I whispered, running my fingers through his hair. He kissed my neck as we got passionate. He kissed me more and more. Wow...he was amazing. Sora, my life is dangerous. I said when he stopped kissing me. He looked at me quizically. What do you mean? He asked, smiling. Things sort of happen that are a bit hard to explain. I replied. I have a few enemies in life that are back even though I didn't expect them to come back. Well, who is this person? He asked. I swallowed sick and looked up at him. You probably will know them, in fact everyone does. He's a very important person. His name is Damien Thorn. He's the Antichrist. I explained, staring, waiting to see Sora's reaction to my life. Go on. You can say I'm crazy and you never want to see me again. I understand. I said, getting up. Lizzy...that's not true. Sora said, grabbing my arm. I looked at him and said. It's not simple. Being with me. Especially now that he came back. Everyone thinks I'm an ordinary girl but I'm not. Plenty people have made that mistake and it cost them their life. And it was my fault because I never warned them. I was aware that Sora was looking at me with a concerned expression on his handsome face. This was a secret that I kept from everyone. I was really ashamed about my life. I didn't ask for this job but I still got it. I looked up at Sora and bit my lip, almost wanting to cry. He was giving me such a soft look that it made me want to melt. It made me want to forget Roxas. Everything I wanted to forget. Sora...I don't want to see you get hurt. I don't think I could bare it. I placed a hand against his warm cheek. He looked so concerned as he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a soft hug. I was seriously touched. He soothed me with his soft kisses as I let everything out that I had kept bottled up for ages. He put one hand on my head and another around my waist. I pressed my head into his chest. My shoulders hunched with the sobs that I had kept in for so long. I ended up spending the night at Sora's. I felt safe there, for once in my life.

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