Hmmmm, not particularly chuffed with the concept of my outlook staying this way forever, or atleast to no avail.
Then there's the future of society, that knocks the wind out of me.
I don't like the idea of being told that I can't drink anymore.
I suppose I'm afraid of being alone (monophobia, for anyone interested), but at the same time I'd like to be alone and comfortable with it.
And finally I'm not too comfortable with what twenty four years of bottled up frustration, anger and confusion looks like when it finally escapes.