My alarm clock rang, it was already 10 in the morning. I turned out to have a deep, long sleep.
I found a cup of coffee on my desk with a little note beside it. It must be from Ray.
Gabe, I'm glad that you're fine. Drink this coffee and eat your breakfast okay? Love you
Ray was the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. He understood me, he was always there for me and he was my everything. When he almost lost everything because of me and our relationship, he never left me and he did not give up.
I loved him more than anything else and I know that he does too. After all these times.
But we are bound to be separated, by this death, slowly approaching me. Getting closer and closer.
Knowing my sickness was the worst thing I could ever know. No I don't want to leave Ray. I don't want him to be hurt by my death but, it is needed. It was about time that I should leave him.
Finally, I was able to make up my mind.