My name is Alexx-Brookelle Hailee Hart Reber. No one has called me that in over 14 years. I am known as Brooke Suzanne Reber now. After my mother left when I was 6 my dad started calling me Brooke. He thought it was a prettier name and allot easier to say. I liked it too it made me feel more grown up. Shortly after he started calling me Brooke Suzanne. See my mom’s grandma’s name was Hailee but she hadn’t been the best lady to be around. Suzanne was my dad’s sister whom died when she was 15. Suicide. I didn’t mind though from the stories and pictures and tales she seemed like a pretty cool person. Hart was also my moms surname and after a while I hated her. I hated her for leaving and abandoning my dad, my brother and I. So I said screw it no more Hart only Reber. My friends and family call me Brooke but for some stupid reason the school still likes to bug me and call me Alexx-Brookelle.

I am a typical 15 year old girl; I go to school, I smoke, I drink, I fall in and out of love, I forget to do homework and rush to finish it last minute and I do stupid stuff. I live at home with my Dad and 18 year old brother, he's graduating next year. Devan, my brother, has no chance of graduating this year he doesn’t have enough credits. I know he works hard but he just can’t ever seem to finish the work and most of the time he doesn’t understand it. I love animals and at one point wanted to be a vet, now I’m not so sure. I don’t really think I’ll get very far in life now.  Maybe I will be a teacher one day, but I’m not too concerned about the future right now. I paint when I’m angry to let everything out because theres no lines or boundaries, it’s just me and my paint brush. There’s one thing though that sets me apart from everyone else. 

Hello, my name is Brooke Reber and I am a murderer. How it happened I still don't know and I don't think me or anyone else will fully ever understand what happened that night. Thing’s from that night are still a blur and nothing from it makes sense. No one knows what really happened that night besides me. But he does. He knows what happened that night and only he holds the answers. 

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Just a little insight on this story:
It is about something that happened to me and still is happening over the course of half a year or more. The character or person Alex-Brookelle Hailee Hart Reber is me. That is my real name except Alex has 2 x's in it for me in the real world :P No one calls me that except the school thats why it switches between friends/family and the teachers and school board. No I am not actually a murderer its just how I feel about the situation. If you do feel the need to question me about it feel free to post a comment on my wall. Just a little more insight; i didn't actually kill the guy (again) although the way its worded and the dreams work it seems that way :P

Disclaimer: In real life he is not really dead, he is in the hospital getting help but he is alive.

updated May 9 '11 by BrookeCacophony