Here is a summary of what I think so far. Life is shit and empty, and even when you are able to walk unaided you still stumble and when the fall its you it hurts. The only part that is actually comforting is sound.
I don't really want to write, but it seems that I need to do something so why not this ?
I really want to beat someone and not stop, however that is not a solution, death however seems promising. The only problem is whom.