I looked at him from across the room, and suddenly I felt a stirring in my heart that I had never felt before. How could I have said no to him? Now he's chasing after her, and I am left with my emotions in a bunch and my sister gone and sick. How will I be able to get all of this under control when I have no idea what I feel in the first place?
And suddenly I decided that I loved him back, but he did not love me anymore. I knew this in my heart. He was just somebody that I used to know, and I was the same for him.
And, of course, things have to get worse from there.
Because it is my life, isn't it?