something to chew on...
The Hummingbird Diet
Typical scence from my life, I'm hacking from the cigarette and or pot fumes. Someone looks at me through squinted and bloodshot eyes. They let out a puff of smoke and say " So you don't smoke, you don't drink, what do you do?" I eat.
Ofcourse I don't say that but it really isn't much of secert...I am...or I was overweight, obese, chunky... I was an unattractive size 20, 225 pounds. I liked to eat. I still like to eat. Sugar is my crack. I have lied about it, hidden it, snuck it. Even now I live like a flipping humming bird: Sugar and water. A little flies thrown in for protein. Everything I eat is sweet from my mini wheats in the morning to my Pasta at night. I am a functioning junkie. I eat the stuff but not enough to spin out of control...again.
I am now a healthier size 10, 167 pounds. I know Im healthy because my shoulders still hurt from the chin ups i did two days ago and Im drinking water. I am healthy! Popsicle not withstanding. I try to eat healthy. You know eat more vegetables than bread and cheese. But cheese is just so much better than broccoli. i'll eat broccoli. I like broccoli. I just like cheese better. Cheese has lactose in it which is a type of sugar. It also taste nummy when melted. Broccoli has iron in it....I think. Point is I probably will always gravitate towards gluttony. I'll never be the person who lives of off flax seed and fancy organic vegetables. I want to be that person. That person could probably fit into a body suit no problem. I don't even know where i'd even wear the thing. I live downtown, thats a bad place to go strutting around in a bodysuit. But I do want to strut.