Why did you leave me? I don't understand! You told me we'd be together forever! We even did our 'Twins Promise' to ensure this.
Hey, Dean, are you watching me right now? I bet you are. If I make you proud enough will God let you come home? Will he let you come back to your twin sister?
I had so many things I wanted to tell you. I wanted to tell you my new joke after school. . .but you didn't even live 'til then. You died. You went away and left me alone, Dean, you left me alone to suffer!
I don't think I can take this anymore, I thought the memories of you would be enough to let me live on, but it's not!! I want to hear you husky voice, feel your gentle hands stroking my hair to send me to sleep. It all comes back now, I remember how when I was feeling sad, you'd pat me knee and say, 'It's okay, Dilyla, we are brother and sister; twins! We'll pull though this together! Your not by yourself.' I remember how you'd cover my ears and cradle me on your lap when mum and dad were fighting. ..
See? I'm never going to forget these memories, not now, not ever!
I just wish you'd appear in touching distance from me, laughing like you'd never been away. But I'm not that stupid. You've gone. You took a single bullet to the head to save me adn left me forever. Why didn't you just let it kill me? Or why didn't you take me with you? I'm in agony; my mind keeps replaying your death over and over in my mind.
I'm really lonely, Dean. All alone and I hate it. I just want you back, Dean! So I beg of you. . .don't leave me, please.. . .don't let me be alone any longer!