So in the last two hours since I've been trying to fall asleep I've been thinking about us.
Everything is literally playing over and over in my head and it won't stop. I've loved you longer than I've loved anyone. Nothing in this world makes me happier than being with you. This last year we've disagreed with each other, fought, cried a lot, laughed a lot, and have loved so much more. You're the bestest friend and greatest boyfriend I've ever had. You mean absolutely everything to me. I think about us and it makes me so unbelievably happy! You're the reason I wake up in the morning. You're the reason I've stopped hurting myself. And you're the reason I'm still here today. You've made me change so much, I'm finally the person I want to be, all thanks to you. You've helped me boost my confidence. You've helped me get over the fact that I didn't like my body, now I'm only okay with it because you like it and that's all that matters. You make me feel so pretty, even on the days I actually look really awful. There are 26 letters in the alphabet and I cannot put together words to express how much you mean to me. I've loved you since we met and I cannot, will not, stop loving you. So here's to one whole year together, I hope we have many more years to come. I love you with all my heart and every piece of my being.