Meet a guy, become friends
Drunken kiss, never ends.
Met up alone, have some play
Empty feelings, day after day.
You're unrequited, me on your side
Let you inside me, then lose my pride.
Car ride home, drunk new year
In garden, on floor, then came my fear.
You needed me to keep you sane
I wanted you away you ran.
Coded conversations, kisses never told
Single bed for two, then you turned so cold.
Wanted love, you wanted me
Wasn't enough to be my he.
Next came you, comfort then bed
Guilt, secret pleasures, occupying my head
Worthy of that and secret nights out
I'll never be her, I have no doubt
Listen to stories, read what you write
Not about me, they shine too bright
Why am I hidden, why not shared?
Hard for you all to show that you cared
So what happens next, can a heart be won?
That smile in your eyes, for only this one