I fought a little I promise.
I did not believe the lines this time
I only drank half a glass of wine
But I was wrong again, used again, not enough again.
So you won, random man
Congratulations you're a star
But what a waste of me you are
I cried when I saw you with her what a fool
It was plain to all my hot was your cool
But nothing I say can sum up the way
I want to change and erase any memory of you
So Here we go again
Fall in love in three weeks and feel cheap
Harden up again and feel the pain
Solitary, Fucked over, Not little and blonde
What a joke i became
When i thought I could love again
Face facts, it'll be you only you so stop the waste
Turn and face the dejection
The rejection of giving you all of me for nothing
For you to feel smug as you walk hand in glove
with the beautiful girlfriend you forgot to mention.
But have no fear
This cunning old fuck will reveal
herself to be a shiny diamond one day somehow
She'll grow away from the weeds
And never need anything but sunlight
I wish you contentment fat and grub-like
So that you will cry the way I have tonight.