You are Dead to Me

I thought I felt something but I was wrong
I invested all my emotions in you
but now you are gone

I’m still trying to reach a state of mind
where I can live and accept that I will die
but I live regardless

You are dead to me
you always were
you always will be
I am dead to you
I should have seen the signs
Maybe I did this to myself

I cut myself just to survive
but it has betrayed me any love
just like you

I’m still trying to leave behind
the drama and the decay
but I still perish with age

It gets worse everyday

You are dead to me
you always were
you always will be
I am dead to you
I should have seen the signs
Maybe I did this to myself

You are dead to me
you always were
you always will be
I am dead to you
I should have seen the signs
Maybe I did this to myself

You showed me everything I knew was false
pass around my dignity until
my blood turns to dust

My heart has collapsed now I have it all
No will left to perish
I’ll do just fine looking at my scars

It was all me, it was my fault, I accept
you were too good for me after all
Don’t shoulder the blame
you don't deserve it
you don’t deserve me

You are dead to me
you always were
you always will be
I am dead to you
I should have seen the signs
Maybe I did this to myself

The End

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