2 weeks ago

Trying to get past
This fear in my head
Cover it up with
Something else instead

Crying from one eye
Can’t take the taste
Of Vodka and coffee
On me it’s a waste

Feeling so sick now
Cannot think why
I thought it was a
Good idea to try

When last time I had this
I was not quite right
Doing stupid things
Showed I was not bright

So why would I want to
Go back to those days?
Just one sip of this stuff
And back to those ways?

I remember sickness
Wanting to die
Remembering their life
I remember why

All from just one sip
It’s back in my head
One sip of Vodka and
I wish I were dead.

The End

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