ugh ,just annoyed that everyone seems to be better than I am....
Read till you are bursting open,
From all the creativity,
the love, the passion
Till all you long for is something
cold, something plain;
I cannot stand the talent anymore
And I crave for some of it, a little just a pinch;
Why do you have all the good ideas?
Why is my mind blank, my poems so dull?
I need my share of the creativity, god dammit,
Why is the world so imbalanced?
I HATE YOU
Oh no, but I adore you, you are brilliant;
maybe I should start hating myself instead
What is that? Oh, right
That is what I am already doing
GIVE ME MY SHARE, I scream
I want to be bloody loved too
I want to write, so that my readers have brimming eyes
I am insanely jealous
and maybe I should never have joined this site in the first place
Because I HATE YOU ALL
If I could hold your works in my hand,
I would tear them up into little, little pieces
Throw them all into the foaming ocean
to the earth you talent will return
Ha, now you can't be better then me, can you?
please, ignore me.