He was in control of my life.
Why is it that my world turns upside
down when he talks to me. Why does everything
goes wrong with just a couple of words.
I become scared... I become scared of the world
and people around me. Yet this feeling of loving him I cannot
explain. Making a fool of myself is the last thing
I want to do but he makes it possible.
Butterflies in the pit of my stomach
driving me insane... No, I'm just scared!
Scared is what I feel. There are no butterflies.
I can't breathe. I'm drowning in this dark
hole between love and hate for him.
I can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop
loving him. I can't stop missing him.