What to do now? I have been sitting
here and wanting to call you and wondering
if i should. But the fear of rejection from you
keep stopping me because you may just not
answer. I love you with my heart and soul.
Wish i could tell you one more time so you
can see it in my eyes, in my smile. I can't
believe i gave my everything, body, heart and soul
and it was thrown back at me like it was nothing
I wish i could just hear your voice one
more time telling me how much you love
me and i could hear the truth in your voice.
Sometimes I wonder if true love is a fairy
tale or fantasy. Is there any remorse my love
a feeling of longning towards me that
you wish it was never over or that you
could hold me one more time
do you still think about me or am
I a memory lost to you. All these
Quiestions but with no answers.
I just want the answers so I could know
To feel beter and hopefully for the wound in
my chest to heal were my heart was.