Everything about you makes me angry at love,
So there must be more than everything--
Or it would be easy to stop loving you.
Yet, how can I stay away?
You've become a drug to me;
I hate everything you're doing to me...
Everything but something--
That something that is more than everything--
Something that I can't put my finger on,
Regardless, I'm addicted.
My love for you is irrational,
The way that it hurts--
For you not to be there--
I shouldn't miss you.
You are no more than a quick fix;
You'll satisfy me for no good reason,
Give me a short buzz maybe,
And then you'll leave--
With nothing to say,
That's when I'll crash.
That's when I'll need you the most.
That's when you are nowhere to be found.