These tears drown me until my breathing shudders,
Keeping me from the light,
Sending me spinning into your arms,
Only to be thrust away towards the deep surround.
The trust you gave buries me in ash,
I'm lost in the dirt,
Waiting to be found.
Sorrowful lyrics now fill my darkened mind,
Replacing your thoughts,
My understanding swept under the door,
The quiet before the storm,
Our war was once peace.
Your sweet memories are closed by my heart,
But always there.
What was will never be,
What is will never satisfy.