These are all letters, for my friends, the ones they will never see. The one for my boyfriend, the one he may never see. The one for the girl I like, the one she'll never see.
Yes, that works. Using your last name. I love your last name. I want it to be my last name. This is what, my third, fourth letter to you? You saved me. Countless times. I don't understand, you didn't even know me that night. What could I possibly have meant to you? I was nothing, no one. And yet, here we are. And my mum is warming up to me being so young and ready to buy you a ring. Oh, I love how it looks. Not only that- but because I'm Norse, it's what I'm supposed to use. It's the one you'd end up wearing. Oh, you don't even know. You're so very handsome, and I tell you all the time. Why don't you understand? I mean it, every time. Why don't you get it? I don't want someone BETTER. I don't need someone better. I have you, and you're all I want and need. I just wish you could see yourself in my eyes. My mum, she respects you. She is happy that I have you in my life, because she told me one night, she said that she was scared I was going to kill myself soon, until you came alone and made everything better. You took my pain away. You made me happy, and I never thought I could be happy like you make me. I don't care if there's some one better out there that can make me feel the way you do, I don't want to find anyone else. It's not worth letting someone else in. It's not worth trying to make them understand. It's not worth losing you. It isn't worth anything. I just wish, I could show you how you make me feel, and the effect you have on me. We live so far apart, and I fell in love with your personality. With your everything. I love you, with all of my heart. I don't want your normal response, the cute one calling me a nidiot, or something else cute. I want a meaningful response. I promise, I swear, I will NEVER hurt you like she did. I'm not her, you can trust me. I'm here for you. You know I always will be. We're best friends- and we're boyfriend and girlfriend. So please, let me show you there is so much more, so much better than what she did. I promise, you won't regret it. I love you.