cry once a month

cry once a month

it's a figment of my imagination
this control i think i have
this strength
this pain
i know it's nothing, really

i know it's a false reality
and someday, it'll kill me
this hurt
this avoidance
i know it's not nothing, really

but i can only cry once a month
the mirage will fade otherwise
this fake
this false
but i still must keep to it

cry once a month is all, yes
what a perfect plan, don't you think
this plan
this resolve
it's killing me...but oh, well 

The End

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