is the purpose of healing just so i can get sick again?
just so i can fall again?
is the purpose of healing nothing but pure dust?
is the purpose of being well just so i can die again?
just so i can lose again?
just so i can descend back into the soulsickness i hate?
the healing i know is naught but a fragment
i know i should be grateful for the healing
but i know i'll just get soulsick all over again
i want to be thankful, but i'm too spent