This about two paths that you can take....which one will you choose?
I want to forget, be numb but how?
I just want out.
I follow everything to the letter,
but nothing ever seems to get better.
I could go get drunk,
lose myself in drugs,
let the pain fall down in blood.
Or......I could run.
I could run in the right direction,
intead of leading a life of hurt and deception.
I don't want to lie,
but I'm tired of crying.
I could follow God's plan,
or be the devil's best friend.
It's up to me to choose,
what's there to lose?
My family, my friends, everything I ever had.
But, I could lose the pain-the hurt i choose bad.
but would i really?
or would it be hidden?
Pain is like writing in pencil-
you can erase it, but the indentions are still there
and you can always go back and rewrite it.
nothing is written in ink, mabye i could just choose to be free.