This not-so-loosely describes a type of experience in my mind before I open my mouth. Thinking too much..
With a smile you can cut through one's barriers deep Slaying the guard on watch who is actually asleep
Showing your teeth you rid my skies of blue But when we locked eyes, I knew it to be true
You breached the walls I so tirelessly built Over many the mistakes and foolish guilt.
And with your breath you took mine away How I'm still alive is quite a miracle they say
The touch of your hand was felt deep within my soul Like you knew the day would come where you could make me whole
And as I sit with myself, I slowly start to think That losing you makes my heart sink
Now, if only I could tell you how you make me feel If I only had to courage, we might be something real
Instead, I watch you go until you are out of reach Another one gone when all I had to do was speak.