may 11th 2014Mature

I was gone for a long time. These are those things I wrote while having a breakdown in a seven month period. You can add your own rants about anything, really,
I kinda love reading rants
and writing them
they're very liberating.

I'VE FORGOTTEN THE FEELING OF YOUR HANDS AGAINST MY SKIN AND I'VE FORGOTTEN MY OWN NAME AND I'VE FORGOTTEN HOW TO SPEAK TO YOU LIKE I USED TO. I'VE PROBABLY BEEN FORGOTTEN BY YOU ANYWAY, I'M A GHOST LOCKED IN A DRAWER IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND AND I'M RIGHT HERE I'M RIGHT HERE
I'M RIGHT 
HERE
I've been screaming for so long I'm not even sure if I'm real.
often I think I'm dreaming because my voice shakes and my eyes are lost in a fog and you can't hear me
I'm screaming I'm sorry I'm Sorry I'm Sorry at the top of my lungs 
I swear to god I'll never forget you or the way our lips tasted in morning sunlight but it's a pointless promise isn't it I don't even know if I'll hear you say "I Love You Too,"

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