Just me and these swirling thoughts.
Like a tornado they whip around my head.
I know they're lies.
But perhaps they're the truth.
I feel like giving up, but know I mustn't.
Emotionally, physically, mentally.
You can make it.
No I can't.
I will never put you through something you can't make it through.
You are stronger than you know.
Must I continue to live in this forever darkness?
I see them laughing. Happy.
I give my fake smile.
I wish it was real more than anything.
Think of me. I love you.